[~ emancipation of me ~]

I was feeling uncertain just now, and was putting as my skype status.
Out of a blue, someone from my buddy list noticed it, and throw me a very-very thoughtful piece of advices, without ever asking what the exact purposed of me applying that symbol as my status.
I never ask for it neither. Nor sharing the story with. But somehow, those advise really affects me a lot.
Those words really awaking me to an extend that I felt like that person knows me better than anyone else.Which it is actually not.Coz I think I knew who’s who.
I’ll never called those thought as a remedy, but it does make me felt a bit ease at that moment.
And I now realize if not all, atleast part of my mistakes too.
And never I regret of what I did, because its already happened and I have no power to change it, but honestly, Im feeling guilty.
How I hope for the next time, those words came out from a mouth of person that I depend to.
Or perhaps,I need to wish that I dont need to experience the same feeling again.If only,that can happen.I hope so.
I’ll try.

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And for now, Im thinking of “how on earth, that person can knows what lies beneath my mind!!”. Does that person a telepathician or something? woo..
Now thats remind me of “Bananas in Pyjamas”.Where B1 can always read B2 minds.”Do u know what Im thinking B1??”..”I know what U think B2″.gagaga.tibe2.*change mode*

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Anyway, my anger and frustation never last too long as always. Im sure U’re just the same, and Im sorry for being such an emotional-crap.*admit* huhu.

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[p/s: Burned-skin please out of my way!!! U always welcoming zits!!arghh..x ske2..]

Howdee fellas!! Its about a month since my last update huh! sorry for that. And thanx for still visiting this blog. Well, there’s alot to blab here, but so little time to jot it down. Besides, u know, uni wireless really SXXk! (as always).. This is a price I have to paid for using the free service, obviusly.For short, Im just starting my class today after my chinese new year a.k.a mid-term holiday. Holiday was great! Although I have to spent the whole week here at “Bumi Kenyalang”, but still, Im having my good time overall. From visiting Lambir National Park with its beautiful nature and mesmerizing waterfall to Miri superBowl to sleepover at Kak Rasiah’s and PM visits, yesterday. Yup, Pak Lah is here for launching of SCORE ( Sarawak Corridor of Renewable Energy). And 500 UPM student was selected to be there to witness the launch and I voluntered myself to be there too.hehe.A great experienced since it was a live telecast on Tv. Lagipon, I’ve never been to the new spot they call Bintulu Promenade (or waterfront) and purposely, all class cancel for yesterday and what better thing to do than went there. Got free food too maa! ngeh2.

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESFREN ANIE FARHANA~ May Allah Bless u and grant u with happiness and success.amin~