[~ emancipation of me ~]

I was tagged by azwan again long2 time ago..and now i only remember i haven’t response to his tag yet. so here it is:-

The 5 Things:-

[5 things in my bags] - err i have so many bags but i seldom use any of them..huhu..i prefer “melenggang” to class.. So, when i korek2 my long-time-no-use-bag, here what i found:-

i- my collections of KTM (komuter) tickets…duhh

ii-my shopping receipts..lupe nak buang~

iii-lotttzzz of duwet syiling..huhu..bley wat beli air gedegang neh

1v-my black bandana which i use to lap2 ape2 yang patot..

v- my compact powder..no wonder i couldn’t found it..igt ilang da..haha

[5 Things in my purse]

i- Money (of course)

ii- Cards (include ATM cards, kad warga UPM, MAS grad card,etc)

iii- Money “origami” given by vena and kapez (heart shape, and baju shape.hee)

iv- Pictures (my famly pic, my passport pic, kapez pic-ngaa)

v- Stamp (btol ke eja setem ea?lupe daa)

[5 Favourite Things in my room]-my current room at upm

i- my lovely lappy..muah2..hehe

ii- my hp photosmart printer.i loooovve to print pichas!

iii- my comfy bed with lotss of pillows..

iv- all the stuff animal that he gave me..and a wooden-flower that will neva layu 4 eva..hee..unless anai2 makan..maka reput lah ia..:b

v- my dapur buatan..wuhuu..makan2..how can u resists dat?nyam2

[5 Things I Want to do]-the toughest question to answer..hurm..let me see

i- Graduate from my degree asap with flying colours! huhu..

ii- Pursue my study for Master, and if im able, Phd perhaps?huhu amin…

iii- Travel around the world…ntah bler la tu..tgg kaye raye dulu kot..huhu

iv- Scuba diving!!! i love seas…

v- NAk KAwEn Boley X????muahaha

[5 Things I currently do]

i- Ngah menjawab bende alah ni lerr..aish~

ii- Listening to REdLinE by Shizuka

iii- Facing my acct note without having any glimpse at it..haha..konon je letak note depan2..x bace pong~dush2!

iv- Thinking of what time im going to sleep today, what time i want to sahur.

v- Thinking what else la i want to put here..no idea la beb~

So, thats all list of my 5 favourite things. I supposed to tag 5 other people here..So, i tagging everybody on my blogroll.. just want to continue the chain..x kesah pon x jawab..hehehe..

.tamat.

[note:this entry have nothing to do with the title. two cats fighting in front of my room when im typing this entry. aaaah bising2!!syuhh]

now that im done with my two papers (which the first one was quite frustrating i must say), my mind keep counting days to going back home for my 2 weeks raya holiday. The fact that i have another 3 papers to be sit tomorow,saturday and next monday doesn’t distract my attention from looking through calendar and my tickets iternary.

Im just sick of break-fast alone i guess. Since this couple of weeks were examination weeks, all my friend decide to buka alone at their own room.So did I. But, I have no roomate. Which at one point i enjoy it the most because i can do whateva i want in my rooms. But when the time like these, i just feel like i need one. To share and experience the true feeling of puasa far from home, which honestly, i didnt feel any at the moment.

At home, since my brother and sister were both married and no longer living with my parents, make me wanna go back home even more. My dad only buka with my lil sis when my mom work on the evening shift.  And even if my mom were home, there will only be the three of them. Of course my brother and sister buka at home when their not working. But,i just pity at my lil sis. When i was at her age, buka puase beramai2 is like everyday. The table will be full of food and we siblings will produce a lot of noice. At least if i were home, i can accompanying her (plus sakating her a bit) and my parents.

Hurm, 7 more days left! wish time fly faster…

“Get your hands off the girl,
Can’t you see that she belongs to me?
And I don’t appreciate this excess company.
Though I can’t satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander…
Can you blame her?” singing…
oooooooh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.
perfect situation by weezer

 ok.. pardon me people..bulan2 pose yg mulia2 ni berangan aje kejenyer..baru balik terawikh padehal..haish.. i just couldn’t stop.my mind keep playing this song repeatedly today.. and i keep reminisce the way he sang this song to me with his funny face expression ( i personally think that was cute..lalala) somewhere on shah alam at the trafic light in his car.. huhu.. melt again 4 zillion time~ padehal lg ni xde la jiwang pon..bluekk..miss u olredi..aiseh,apa macam ini..dush2!! stady la weyhhhhhh!!!!  

nyiauuuu~

waiting is boring. .waiting is torturing. .waiting is heart-wrenching. . waiting is wasting. .  when something im waiting end up with nothing. . my mind keep wandering about everything. . thinking and thinking. . but neva it solve anything. . at last, im writing. .  scribbling something that doesnt mean anything. . making people questioning. . what the hell am i ramblings. . haih, i just hate waiting~

Help~my brain need some space(!).next week gonna be a very busy2 week for me.. monday: asf presentation, tuesday: sst 2nd test, wednesday: ept test, thursday: hpr test, saturday: acct test, monday: asf test.. arghhh(!) meletop kepale gue!!!

i haven’t finnish my revision yet. and most of it, i dont even started yet! am busy with assignments for past week..and rite now, my group members all gather at my room to finnish up our asf powerpoint presentation..waiting for them to find last human body diagram for our slide finnishing touch.that’s explain why i have time to update my blog..

hurm..i have 4 ulser in my mouth..and 2 of them were enormous/humungus(!) i cant even chew my food normally because the ulser will berlaga2 with my front teeth..and when i smile, it look reeeally fake mcm dbuat2! and kapez said my mouth senget when i smile!huhu..  sapu2 oral aid gel but belom2 elok2 lagi.. haish..pose2 ni..

oh..my page reach “1000″ visitor. thanx to all of u and “come-come and drop by again~” hehehe..i change my layout too!ok or not?i like the colour but i hate the “emancipation of me” font up there..skema jek..haih! till then,adios..

at last (!) my uni wireless connection not as “weng” as the past few days.. wheneva i entering my web add.. the “page cannot be found” page will popup.. i thought my uni da block any access to wordpress or wutsoeva.. coz page lain boley pulak masuk.hampir2 je pasrah coz i thot i have no chance updating my blog anymore.. shessh~

i’ve been hoping that ”this date” will crawling slowly all this while.. and now, here it is… it finally occuring..by the time im writing this entry, kapez is already boarded on plane transit at abu dabhi to manchester.. i hope that he’s safe n fine in his journey.. And reach his destination on schedule.. amin~

i think i handle my emotion quite maturedly enough for today.. yesterday, i was depressly sad to admit he have to fly back to uk. Not that i not getting used to this long distance relationship, but it just hard  trying to adapt back my everyday routine without him around me 24-7. Adapt to new things different from what i used to have is my biggest weakness. I just hate to move from my comfort zone i guess. But its only for a while i reckon.. i will be back to normal in couple days or more.hee. but as for today, i survive without any tears or any sad emotion because i know, as we became farther, our bond became stronger. insyaAllah.

[note:abes je tulis entry ni, kapez on ym..means die da slamat sampai abu dabhi.oyeah2.amin.hee]

This is something (!) “sisa sawit jadi bahan implan”? According to Bharian.com.my, USM researcher has found new technique to produce implant material used in surgery for buttocks bone and teeth from oil palm wastes. FYI, Oil palm rich in celulose which have the ability to became polimer in medical uses. This can reduced cost importing implant from other country.

This is sumthing slightly related to my course. Bio-industry.I found it quite interesting to know how we can manipulate things in our surrounding that we thought has no uses, into something that brings benefits to everyone.

Selalunye ramai org yang pandang bidang pertanian ni as bidang yg kurang menyerlah if nak compare dengan bidang2 profesional yang lain. “buat apa belajar tinggi2 last2 dok menanam sayur”. “alaa.bidang pertanian? nanti ade kerja ke?”. “eee..x standard langsung amik agriculture.macam keje kampung”. Tu lah omongan2 yang agak biasa didengar kalo kita sebut bab agriculture. Ramai yang x tau betapa pentingnya bidang ni kepada kita semua. Banyak sumbangan2 yang datangnya dr bidang ini.

Agriculture bukan sekadar belajar tanam pokok. cangkul mencangkul. korek lubang tutup lubang.Dari agriculture ni lah wujudnya penemuan2 baru dalam dunia perubatan misalannya. Dari mane asalnye produk2 kosmetik yang mencantikkan muka kalo x dr pertanian. Dari mane en sime carik bahan nak wat tayar kalo x dr pertanian. Dr mane datangnya produk2 makanan kalo x asalnya dr bidang pertanian. macam2 lagi. Kalo cerita dari perspektif “bio-industry”. Skop die lebih meluas. involved haiwan2, marine habitants, micro and macroorganisma,food industry,forestry,herbs and macam2 lagi.

Kenapa tibe2 aku nak ct pasal semua bende ni? Aku pun x tahu.huhu. lepas bace artikel2 penemuan2 yang basicnya adalah pertanian. Aku jadi berminat. Final year thesis aku lagi 2 sem sahaja. sepatutnya aku da kn mula pikir ape yang aku nak thesiskan. Tapi macam blur2 lagi x tahu ape yang nak dieksperimentasikan. Macam berminat nak wat tissue culture. mcm minat gak nak wat screening microorganisma yang beneficial. mane tau jumpe penemuan baru. x ke satu pencapaian yang membangekan?hehe..berangan aje ler..

note: besok puase. so, happy fasting to all. Selamat mengerjakan terawikh and semoga kita memperkayakan amalan pahala di bulan mulia ini.

nota kaki: td makan buffet kat chicken hartz beramai2.satu kepala rm15, makan 2 jam sampai nak pecah perut. macam motonya yang berbunyik. Eat all u want. But please finnish it. Otherwise the excess food will be charged! macam tu le lebey kurang.huhu.

my 10 days holiday was great (!) starting with the merdeka celebration at my housing area where i did arrived just on time to watch my lil sis take part in “pakaian beragam”. My flight were delayed 2 and half hours late from it schedule. My dad rushed to the airport to fetch me and back straight away home so dat we not miss the show. It was funny to saw my little ngade2 sis on stage walking like she is top supermodel wutsoeva. ha-ha.4th place from 13 contestants. seems she’s not bad at all!huhu at 12am the skies were decorated with beautiful fireworks. watching the fireworks with my famly at my side was really exciting.

the next day, kapez fetch me at home at 750 am for breakfast and we have our morning walk at taman rakyat. then,sunday, we both went to jusco bkt raja and watch rush hour 3. Seriously recomended to anyone who not watch it yet! hillarious with the capital H(!) After the muvie, tasik shah alam was our next spot. (again)  huhu.

Tuesday, we (me together with kapez friends, shazni,ika and ann) went to genting highland. Taking our bus ride at kl central and departed at 9am. The journey was not long .Just about an hour,we arrive at the cable car safe and sound. My last visit to genting was about 4 years before. I noticed that there it is not much differ from back then but a bit addition and reduction here and there. we have great time there. i refused to naik those corkscrew roller coaster and space shot. huhu. called me chicken or wutsoeva i dont care.as long as i never experienced those “macam-nak-gugur-jantung” feeling again.. ngeee~ naik meri go round pon jadi ler.. eh but i ride those kecik2 roller coaster tu la jgak.huhu.we take our bus back to kl at 630pm. And arrived there at 730. Im so relieve that nothing bad happen to us. Ye laa..sejak belakangn ni, asek2 dgr bas tebalik laa.terjun gaung laa..of cos la cuak2 gak time dalam bus tu.huhu. after having our makan2, we separately going back home.

Thursday, again, kuar dating. My lil sis said “kak lang ni..selang sehari je keluar..tinggal adik sorg2.baik xyah balik” haha..kesian..but if i stay home. she is the one who left me alone at home while she pegi skola laa..merayau umah kawn la..so, daripada aku yg kn tggl.better i tinggalkan her first!haha

Saturday, was my famly reunion at afamosa melaka. my aunt booked us a bungalow with pool and stay there beramai2. having our bbq and cit-chat along was fun. the funny part is, my kampung is just a few kilometers kedepan sket from the afamosa. My dad  said, becuti kat kg sniri la kite.susah2 book bugalow padehal umah depan je sket.hehe..earlier that day, im going out with kapez (again). We (my famly) supposed to drived to melaka at 10. But he arrived my house and we go out at 8 and back home at 930 in the morning. huhu. sempat juge. my mom laugh when she repeated kapez line to me ”pinjam shida sekejap yer” hehe

the next day, was my balik to bintulu day.uwaaa..seriously,malas gler nak balik. poor my ayah and ibu have to send me to the airport from malaca. Means, diorg pon x ley stay lame2 kat sane. My lil sis xmo ikut us balik coz she nak mandi2 lagi. haih.kanak2 nih. sebaik my elder sis ade can bawak her balik. At the airport, kapez were late. i supposed to board 110 and departed at 140. he arrived at 1250. my ibu ajak my ayah balik when kapez already arrived. hee. i love them! bg can to both of us for the last time. my dad even ask my mom to park kapez’s car on his behalf so dat we have time for each other. aww~ but unfortunately, my mom x bejaye nak masukkan gear bm kapez.haish.

so, that were our last and final date for this holiday. 1 year and 3 month more baru la can jumpe again. My tears falling down my cheeck sambil ketawe2.. sedey2..when i walk my way inside the departed terminal, my tears pour like rain..sob sob.. x tahan la beb! bukan ngade2 nak meleleh.huhu.hurm thanx for everythng u done for me. i appreciate it a lot. and i.heart.u .lalalala