[~ emancipation of me ~]

heylow there…actually im very2 in lazy mode to update anything..but, because kapez-san request me to update an entry here, haa, here i am..xnak mengecewakan permintaan peminat..gagaga

malam apresiasi had already past.. food was yummy, venue was great, people all came with gorjez outfits, not forgetting some who wear nonsence!!,yg x ensem nampak ensem, yg cantek nampak pelik, yg comel bertambah comel..and so n so..macam2 ragam manusia..

for me, as ajk penerbitan yg actually finnish our work long before this event started, we just came for FOOD!haha..because the main hall is already fulled with seniors and not forgetting ajk2 protokol yg besepah2, me together with eyna,nani,nabil plus atuk n the geng having blast outside snapping picture just about everywhere..merate2.. more than 100 picture were taken that night..and mostly turn out to be great.bole la disimpan wat kenang-kenangan di hari tue..

Our Buku Apresiasi that i have been working on previously turn out to be ok but not satisfying enough..the printing company spoilt the beautiness of our work..ngee..potong pon senget benget..and yg lagi x best nyer..some of the pages are printed black & white!waaa..so, explain to me..why exactly we have to work so hard editing the colour of the pages??dammit…sebaik page sidang redaksi ade gmabr kitorg yg best..hahaha atleast bole sedapkan ati sniri..:b

the event end at around 12.00 and we safely reach our uni at 10 minutes pass 12.. believe it or not..i lost my voice that night..gelak2 x igt dunia.. sebaik sekejap je sore ilang.. kalo x g klas sore cam “ella rase”..haha..one more..nani n eyna were locked outside sherman cars..kunci kat dalam and org kat luar..so, all of us (aku sebok2 je kat ctu) try macm2 care nak unlock the car..but unfortunately it is not working..luckily sherman was there 30 minutes later..but i already take my bus back to uni..

hurm..what else..this friday i have FST test.. dunno how the hell the question will turn out to be..as Dr M said, the question will test our kognitif and phsykomotor skill and mostly not in our notes.. huhu it cause me sOO-lazy to do my revision..kang penat je bace..soalan cam hape jer..huhu..waa…shida2..ape nak jadi ni..dah2..shuh2..g blajor la weyh! ok2..end

okay..where to start~

today is friday..and rite now it is raining renyai2 outside..i’m currently pushing my self,try to finnish up my first assignment out of 5 (!!) wuu.. byknyer la hai.. this is the consequence of tangguh-ing my work..and now bErTiMbUn!! but, undoubtly, this semester is a real tough one.. tough subject with loads of assignment and lab reports plus tutorials, how u expect me to finnish it all in the same time? huhu..alasan2..(and now i can still updating my blog la kan?ya rite..tade mase la konon..pfrttt~)

obviusly, this semester my academic results semakin merudum..especially with my calculus! comparing to my previous2 semester, my carry marks for most of the subject is average..neither excellent nor bad. average. like i said. and it really stress me out to hold on this place that i currently step on.. its not that i never bersyukur to Allah swt for what Allah swt grant me. but i think i can do better than this. i hope my PNGK for this semester never below 3.5. (hopefully-or my dad will kill me!:b *exagerate*) but to reach that level, i need to work really hard. i cant laid back like i usually do in semester one or two, and yet get good marks. this is totally different situation from back then!may Allah swt help me all the way and give me all the barakah..amin~

but i knew,all things happend with hikmah along it..it cause me to muhasabah diri alot, and think on what, why and on what purpose all of this happend to every single human created on this tiny world..world that certainly not belong to us..maybe this a test for me..or maybe its just not my rezeki to excell as well as my friend..or maybe this is what has been written for me in Luh Mahfuz..maybe and maybe..we never knows..things happend the way it is..and sometimes, things happend with no one have the explaination why..like why the earth is sphere? and so and so…

maybe, rahmatNya ditarik sdikit demi sdikit untuk hambaNya yang lalai dan alpa..smoge aku tergolong dl golongan2 yang tidak leka dan alpa..amin~

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my countdown station:-
2 days more- apresiasi night :ParkCity Everly Hotel
25 days more- final xm
41 days more- home swit home
69 days more- cik tipah pulang ke mesia
79 days more- SAYANG balik mesia!!!wawawa (l)
121 days more- Along and Abang wedding ceremony!

i was outing alone the other day to medan jaya..As i waiting for the bus to arrive at medan jaya bus station, i saw one down syndrome boy, aged around 5-6 i guess, running back and forth until he suddenly pause, and look around at the dirty floor with rubbish spread on it everywhere…He then decide to pick all the rubbish and throw it in a proper bin.. and im kinda amaze..among all of us who was there at the moment, this small retard boy have a heart to do so..and obviously, he can distinguish the good and the bad..and how about us who was there at the moment who claims we are normal adult/teenagers??sigh…

At the same venue and time, there’s one chinnese old man with all gloomy face, untidy hair, worn out tee and long faded pant with holes here and there, walking from garbage bin to another, looking for an empty cans..as i observed him with uneasy feelings, he suddenly did something that coz me almost cried my tears out.. he found one thrown away polystrene in those garbage bag,with leftover food..and he take those chicken bones and put it on his bag..and ate it!!wuu..im feel sorry for him..but yet, there’s nothing i can do except kesian..kesian and kesian..till now, i can take him away from my mind..sgt kasihan!huuu…

erm..forget about all that, and now think about something scary~~huuuu~~woooshhh!MIKROBIOLOGY!!! scary huh!!waaa..test next week and sangat lah banyak nak kn igt…wuuwuu..malas sungguh rasenyer..ape nak jadi nih..iskh2..

my famly already back to klang last thursday..and unexpectedly, im really sad at the airport that day..huhu igt da tough da skang..xde arr nak sedey2 lagi..skali..amik ko!duhh~

erm..need to study mikrob right now!time to mampatkan pale otak! …adios amigos!!

[p/s: saye syg kapez..lalalala]

im questioning, realizing and make a conclusion about something just a couple of minute ago…

i think these [Bc Hons Bioindustrial] course that im doing rite now, is a compaction of many major course that exist..er..let me make it clear.. mcm konpius pon ade gak kadang2.. sume bende kn blajar..but i know it for our own goods la kan.. hurm, just take a look at some of my subject listed down here:-

Biochemitry - tempiasan dak2 medic n also bdk biochem..

Microbiology - ok laa..ni byk kos yg amik… 

Economy - err..mcm dak2 bisnes jer..

Management - cam dak2 human resource kan.. kan..

Remote Sensing - err blaja pasal satelit..?

Refrigerator?- component2?how it work? mcm bdak engine la pulak…

Akaun - hoho..not my fevret of coz…trase cm nk jadi accountant lak..

Statistic - heee mcm tisya punye kos jer..

Food Science - ni bdk2 teknologi makanan nyer major..

Teknologi Maklumat -mcm dak2 IT pulak..

so and so..actually, byk lagi..kalo nak list besok baru abes agaknyer..but the point is..dr sekecik2 mikroorganisma..sampailah kebesar2 bumi..dr dasar ekonomi sampailah ke pengurusan…dr calculus sampailah statistic…peti ais?penyakit tanaman?ikan?hutan?kambeng?lembu?kulat2?virus?hal ehwal negara?pasal komputer?pemetaan?nak wat peta?nak kaji makanan?nak kaji haiwan?nak wat tongkat ali?kacip fatimah?kacip bedah?tongkat abu?nak wat ubat sembelit?wahhh..sume nyer ade kat kos aku..

bende ni lah yg menyebabkan aku pening x tau nak pilih major ape nanti or nak keje dalam bidang mane..the choices are too many..hurmm.. kenapelah aku dok pk bende2 ni.. mungkin sbb aku x sabar nak grad kot..waaa~cepatlah grad!!

nak tau x…td saye sgt sedeyh… huu

pastu saye pon g tgk badminton All England kat blek tv…konon2 nak tenangkan pikiran laa..

skali ade Men double-final..ade team malaysia lawan team china…

waaa..nk tau x..cine malaysia itu sggh comey..da la rambut spike…wuuwuu

sgt bergaye lak tu mase lawan…mmg macho abes…

pastu yang lagi best diorg menang lak tu! kalahkan beregu no 1 dunia tu…fulamak…

da la ensem hebat lak tu…iskh3..cair2~

lepas tu saye pn balik blek..terus x sedeyh dah..

pastu terpk..wahh..senang btol nak tenangkan pikiran rupenyer…

tgk org ensem je terus lupe masalah..haha

sekian..itu sahaje…end

today is fine..

8.45am-9.00 am

i wake up early today…do my laundry..clean my stuff..(eh ke yg ni smlm ea?!.. konpius2..:b)

10.00am-2.00pm 

finnish dian’s part for appresiasi…with the help from nabil n rakib..oh not forgetting, slurrrpiest milo tabur from megat!:b and free nasik bungkus from cha!rezki jgn ditolak..

in the middle of 10-2..x tgk jam la pulak~ 

accidently saw 1 fella from MPP Serdang yang sungguhlah maveles!btw, name die ashraf..haha tertau puler.. x sangke ade gak manusia sekacak tu yg skema nak jadi MPP..ha-ha

3.00pm-4.30pm

have my wonderful nap at and dream of him..wee~indah2 oh, not forgetting, mimpi naik beskal ngan hajar dr klang g melake??what the heck?duhh~ngarut jer…

5.30pm-7.00pm 

went jogging together with amar, mhzah, and nabil..and stop at dataran c watching people do their chicken dance and poco2..so funny la dey~i will never do that thing of course!haha maintain la konon!(ptuihh~) 

8.30pm-10.00pm

presentation went well..en hakim said our work is addorable~(told u so!haha)..but, ade la sane sini that still need to be alter..n en hakim said that we can put our name there in courtesy to our work!yay~we decide to put our picture olso..haha capap2~yaaa like we care!

10.10pm (venue:kat tangge kk2)

laughing at YB’s photo on MPP poster that terang-terangan sgtlah diadobe photoshopkan..haha..badan kaler lain..muke kaler lain..lawak antarabangse sungguh.. da la badan amik org seblah punyer.. sape suh demam mase tu..huhu naseb la labuuu~

10.10pm-1.45am

just finnish doing my revision..im done with en saufi-BIP3301 syllybus..xm hari rabu beb! and also done with my calculus 2nd chapter-limits and contuinity..got quiz this monday maa~huu..takowt~

at the moment

overall..i think i live my life efficiently today~ macam pelajar cemerlang je rasenyer.. phewwitt!cayalah! hahaha

dats it..end

[p/s:1 more day to go!good luck for ur gig in shefield syg!]

MPP Serdang turun Bintulu hari ni..so, td adelah sesi beramah mesra kat blok masing2..aku pon agak skemanyer harini turun laa…kunun2 nak tgk muke2 sape la yg menang..ade x org yg aku undi menang..huhu..then tgg punye arr bapak lame..tersadai2 aku kat ctu ngan member2..nak balik blek punye arr malas..so we decide, xpe arr tgg..then diorg smpai, kenal2 kan  diri..sume pon nak gtau status sniri..”im single, and available..” , “hihihi..u all tanye la akak2 lain i punyer status(uwek)”,”im still marketable..n bla bla bla” (yaa..like i care~) heloooo~diorg ni datang nak promote diri ke?haish…sebaik la nampak cam baik je sume..kalo x, for sure da kn kutuk2..huhu.. kesimpualnnya..nuthin i gain dr meetg itu..lame~lame~BOH-san with teh capital B!

siang td aku terskip taekwondo lagi..yahh saye sggh hebat~~3 mgg bederet!cam da terbau2 je result aku for koko sem ni TM(=tidak memuaskan)..huhu..bukan salah sayer..blame it on the weather!!haa..sape suh slalu ujan n sgt best utk tdo..kan da terskip..:b

hurm..besok da hari sabtu..last random utk appresiasi..kol 930 pagi lak tu..wahh…gangguan2..xley overload tdo nmpaknyer..hu hu..and td, bdk blok ajak main netbal lak..x cukup player..tp malangnyer..saye ade keje..huhu..kalo x ley gak bakar2 lemak tkumpul..tp siap arr..rentung besoknyer beb!huhu

erm..tggl lagi 2 hari b4 aku ley berkontekan ngan kapez balik..wee..indah2.. nampakyer.. kami bejaye tahan godaan..cant wait!!sunday~~here i come!lalala

[saye survive hari 5..2 days more..sabar2]

oh..i get a comment from kapez that sound like these:- *amaze* 

Hi there..hurm i dun think i shud write to u rite now…its not like i broke the deal yer..but i thought this wil be a very good news 4 u and bende yg baik x elok tgguh2 kan??plus i like to share it wif u as soon as possible.. its about vvyna..ngaa…i somehow found her new blog.. http://8and9.blogspot.com/ see 4 urself laaa…ok, chowz

what??whhatttttt??this is kapez that i know…i never thot those thinggy i wrote about vvyna is some matter that he cared..but look what he’s done..? he somehow find the new vvyna blog??it never even crossed my mind to search for her blog after she closed those blog..but my bf did! the real matter now is,not the blog,,but his thought that counts!..how i

[p/s: guess what??ive just finnish readings all the entry at her new blog..i dunnO why, but im stick to follow-up her life journey..oh ya..i dont think she ever remember me!but, who cares??i dont!]

absence makes the heart grows fonder~

why ea..everytime im listening to Agnes Monica latest album, more or less it reminds me of Avril Lavigne?of course not all song laa..take example..[cintaku dihujung jalan]..the chorus with the struming of guitar sound sOo-Avril..huhu..but nice song anyway..because i love both singer lorr..hehe..oh, music arrangement for the intro of [tanpa kekasihku] sound soOo-obviously Alicia Keys!huhu..get confius everytime this song were re-played on my real player..cam “uu lagu a.keys n suddenly, ooo agnes rupenyer” …aaah..why must i cared??huhu because im bored of course!!duhh~

erm..nak tulis base mlayu la pulak..ehem2 [change mode]

harini hari yang rutin…perjalanan hidup ku harini same seperti hari2 khamis yang lalu.. lab mikrob , tutorial math..balik bilik..makan2 nasik separuh, tapau + ikan +kangkung sedap nyam2 + tauhu sambal..tidak dilupe juge nescafe ais yang sungguh memikat kalbu walopun kadangkala terpakse menyebabkan aku berkejaran ke tandas umpama tandas tersebut mampu berlari, selepas meminumnya..kemudian tido dengan jayanyer memandangkan hari ini sungguh mengantok seperti juge hari2 lain yang slalu je ngantuk asal nampak katil yang empuk tersebut..bezanya hari ini..aku hanye boley tido untuk jangke mase yang pendek memandangkan aku terpakse menyetelkan buku appresiasi bersama teman2 seperjuangan di KK2 yang x indah dan kurang permai itu…nasib baik ketua kami en bacillus megaterium (sejenis bakteria gram positif), membelanja kami setiap seorang ais milo ais tabur yang sungguh sedap nyam2 juga..maka, dapatlah kami menumpukan sepenuh perhatian (walhal sebenarnya tidak mempengaruhi kadar pergerakan kerja kami kerana masing2 sibuk berborak2,bermain game dan juga mentertawakan moto2, dan gambar2 pelajar semester akhir)…perjumpaan tersebut disuraikan pada jam lebey kurang 445 manakala aku dan nabil terus melepakkan diri di KK2 tersebut sehinggalah kami terserempak amar dan mahizah yang begitu bersemangat membeli makanan berbuka puase..kemudian kami sama2 berbuka di KK2…walopun sebenarnya aku tidak berpuase kerana mengibarkan bendera merah dgn jayanya..pulang ke bilik jam 730 malam dan terus melakukan perkara2 wajib seperti menyucikan diri,mengemas2 dan kemudian mengulangkaji pelajaran..

sejurus selepas menelaah barang sehelai dua muka surat, aku lalu menyambung kerja2 memasukkan gambar2 pelajar yang sengaja aku bengkalaikan sewaktu di KK berikutan kemusykilan aku mengenai tuan2 empunya gambar..nama floria, tp pakai tudung..name vincet tp rambut panjang rebonding..erm..sungguh ajaib sekali..mungkin berlaku ralat ketika kerja-kerja menye”scan” yang berlangsung tidak lama dahulu..lalu, aku pon bermula menyusun gambar2 mengikut turutan dan nombor seumpama aku bermain jingsaw puzzle (hobi mase lapang mase kecik2 aku)..sambil tersenyum sinis melihat gambar2 tersebut, aku lalu berjaya menyiapkan keseluruhan rangka kerja yang telah ditugaskan kepada aku..abes pon akhirnye..aku kemudian tersenyum bangge tatkala melihat hasil2 kerja ku walhal sebenarnya si rakiblah yang mendesign layout2 tersebut..namun tempias2 kehebatan rekaan rakib turut di rasai aku dan rakan2 lain juga..

erm..hari esok hari jumaat..sungguh pantas masa berlalu..kuiz matematik yang diura2kan telah ditunda ke isnin hadapan..sungguh lah gumbira tidak terkira..adalah masa untuk berehat2 seketika malam ini sementelah berkerja keras 2 hari ini..sengal2 di bahu dan badan juga mula dirasai..tidak dilupa..mata yang semakin menyepet disebabkan terpakse menghadap skrin komputer lama2..tp tidak mengapa..besok lusa semua ini akan berakhir…

haii..ntah ape2 sahaje yang aku rapukan ini..baikla aku berenti sebelom terkanjur kata..ini sahaje buat mase ini..sekian

[p/s: udnir nikam kaub-kaubmem..mari belajar base tamil..*tiada offense*i survive day 4 without.......]

just came back from apresiasi graphic team meetings..rakib has done the layout and his work was tremendously an A+  rated..nicely done and look sOo professional..huhu..he is the backbone of our graphic team which contributed a lot an superbly design..

and as he succesfully done his job..now is my turn to key in the data along with the designated graphic..tiring job too..not that i have to secreate all my sweat out..but staring and typing for too long was tiring..huu…even the end of my fingers also almost lebam menaip..huu..luckily i already finnish my tutorial this evening..if not..im sure i have to stay up late tonight..and gaining some more koala eyes bags..

friday is the due date for those appresiasi thinggy that my team have been working for this 2 weeks..im sure those friday night was superbly busy for us..adding to our worried, this saturday, we have to present our work in meetings with en hakim and en dell..we must explain all the details and need their approval on budgets and other stuff before the magazine can be printed out..hope all thing will be success..amin~

friday i have calculus quiz..wuuwuu~good luck for me!!but hurm..sOb soB..i will not getting any good luck wish from him for that paper..and thinking of that suddenly make me missing him more.

[p/s:hectic day..i survive day 3..]